Recently, i've been thinking alot of how people change ( in general ) and not genuinely. How people force them self's to be something that they are not just to be part of something.

I could never do that, i really use to hate people that did that, i would'nt even be able to speak to anyone like that, but i've changed. i mean im passive agressive about it, i still extremely dislike fake humans! ( which is just about everyone you meet in new york city) but i, recently, happend to find myself conversating w/ people like that, alot. Its sort of fun to know that 90% of what you're hearing from someone is bullshit, or that a person is just a complete act, somehow i find that comforting & amusing, well this is where this musing ends.